HoLiday still on...

Week 2 of autumn sem... ... (7th Feb 08)

Coming back from adelaide makes me feel so depress again... sometimes i just hate to face reality! but i just dunno why i wanted to keep escaping from my own life... m i not happy with it? why wouldn't i have the courage?? i do questioning myself...

another week had begun with tiredness. i dun wan tat to happen but i just couldn't help myself from being dragging. the classes wasn't as tough as i predict and it did goes well n groups formed for piles of assignments... this is our life!

days gone very fast. too fast till i haven't breathe enough and yet the week comes to the end of my 3 days classes... isn't that a bit too fast? i think people are always so selfish & demanding a lot more! when the week start, we hope pass quick; but when it comes to the end of the week, we hope it slow down it paces.

i have my crazy shopping days on the thursday and friday, saturday and sunday! well, a bit too much for me. =P

sometimes i found myself insane. why would i conclude myself tat way?! even me myself dun understand what is my buying behaviour and what drives me to buy things... i want to admit tat i m not rich enough to own everything but i m and i do wildful enough to simply spend money....where did i spend?! good question!!

Venus, she is really someone to be considered as shopaholic! she can actually buys the items that she likes just like other gals do but she will as well found something else to buy. so, as conclusion is, she is really good n expert in spending money!! From physiological, safety, belonginess, ego till self-actualisation; it was all able to apply on her!! thus, no doubt... after all these wars, she has becoming materialistic like her close fren. is she hopeless?

please... if someone knows her or able to cure her, please do so before she gets it into her uncontrollable n un-changed habit.

now, at this moment, i realised that how a person will feel when he/she dun even know themselves n their own charater... i considered it as the painful and worst ever matters happened in the Venus world...

"Live for a better tomorrow..." ^.^

a mini weekend in meow meow's place...

kampong...



well, i supposed adelaide dun actually called as kampong but as just they treat me as "city mouse" therefore, under the constrast we seems like different... but i m fully enjoyed myself in this peaceful town. the distance wasn't far between the places i like go to...

the memorable piggy in the city is so cute n yet i found myself stupid!

the 3D art by ulla was so fantastic... perhaps some of us just couldn't get the feel but i warmly appreciated wat she had done!
the central market was so much tidy n classy than the 1 we had in sydney... so do we stil called there as kampong? i doubt... by looking them, my frens, buying vege n stuffs is my pleasures n i found it is so adorable to see them tat way...

sitting and strolling around the victoria park with the statue of queen elizabeth, i reckon was another enjoyable moments.

GleneLg, famous beach in adelaide... with the long extended jetty. posers are yet to be justified in this moments!! with the nice scenery and frens, every single one of us has became a perfect poser in front of the camera... especially the wide angle one!
taking a coffee and chat in the cottage house of original pancake was another way of enjoying our midnite during weekend. admiring was here to be realised...

as the end of my trip, "fringe" was the 1 surprising me n keep us walking in the sunday nite...

lastly, thanks for everyone who taking care of me in these few days! n it is a pleasant to meet all of us n get so much closer with u guys n a thousand thanks to my beloved bessy...

(after i ciao only then i found she got a petrol prince waiting for her)

so much troubles and stress, i believed we both can take it wisely and received it in our brilliant mind to settle it in the best dramatic way...

ganbateh =D

a calm weekend in kampong!!

28th Feb

it's a windy morning on thursday morning... i tot a shuttle bus to airport n take a 2 hrs plane to a so-called kampong, adelaide to meet my animal fren...

really very excited! i love the sky n i love the feel of looking from the plane... is really an fantasy sky with neatly clouds...

i love the view n i found a really nice church from the view of the plane as well... i love the nature!!

reaching at adelaide was exciting to me... as i will made my decision to here was sort of unpredictable!! the reason being was i felt very stress in sydney...

i also can admit that i were here in adelaide was totally because i wan to escape from my city life n my abnormal, stressful life in sydney! m i tat pity?? well... seriously, i have no ideas. but whenever i need to face or have to face a certain problems, i felt left out! left out by someone or some people... i just felt messy in my mind... n wasnt prepared to welcoming my new semester... =(

so, running away from city was my only choice to stop myself thinking too much and try my best to prepare myself to face reality which is cruel to me.

on our way getting back to d small city in adelaide wasnt a easy n fine as we were predicted. we spend about 1-2 hours of waiting n keep waiting! well, i wouldnt said is wasting of time because i did used tat much of time well enough to know better of my fren n myself... i really need tat! so thanks meow for spending those time wit me... i enjoyed tat! especially, standing under a tree n enjoying our breakfast in a windy afternoon... it is so simple but yet it was so great to me! so peaceful... ^.^

i love to see everyone tat i know in adelaide... they were so friendly and simple n nice! no strategies, no fighting, no arguing between us. i found calm in my mind! tat was what i want...

simple but a lot more to learn and appreciate!

Fantistic Wild life worLd discoveRy

27th Feb 2008,

this is a day of rest for all of us (me & my housemates)... kinda exciting to us as we are coming to wildlife world in sydney city and supposingly visiting aquarium as well... but time constraints!! =(
never mind is alrite, coz we got plenty of time thought.

it's a sunny day in sydney, nothing special actually. we walk thru the darling harbour and reached our destination.

well, i would said all parks in the city will have a space limit so same as it. it wasn't really big or huge but just enough to keep all wildlife animals...

at first, we were looking at all kind of spiders, ants, bugs etc...


then coming next were the "snakes"... to me, it is very scary n i might have nightmare after seeing it. walking thru all this hall way, i was really shaking and feeling awed!! u just can't felt my fear... but after that, we were walking to the dark side of the park!!!








why would i said dark... because the walk way to there was all dark with the ambience of owl and ghosts voice... well, it seems scary rite? but when we keep explored, we found out all, it was all cute animals but just that they lives in dark... =D


we spent quite sometimes by finding all those animals, kinda fun for me...



what comes next???

obviously, it were koalas & wallaby.... is only borned in aussie =P admired me?!

there are so lovely... i kinda love these animals...

lastly, butterflies were the one said thanks for our visiting at the last part of d park...

this is a trip where i learnt to know which is the most scary, evil, danger animals in aussie...


so be aware when u see animals in aussie o... even though some are small but they are dangered!!!

=D

Sadness...

25 Mar 08


this was my 2nd day in Sydney, i can still remembered it clearly that i feel bored, emptiness & blindness in my heart that what i going n should going to do...


it was Monday, a brand new day for class in new semester! was a busy to me...
like usual... i feel bad & lonely to be alone in Sydney... miss my brothers, daddy n mummy so so much... n my frens... felt badly & miserable in a way

it was middle of the nite, suddenly my face just covered with tear & drip to my jet jet!! i wanted to stop that but it seems like doesn't help. the more i want it to stop but it just keep...

haih... i think adaptation is really important to me now! & a buddy to support also means a lot to me. For whom, stand by me n cheers me up, i thank u so so much... without ur words, i would not have the courage to face my life again...


love u always, someone who always by my side ... ...

D days back in syDney...

hmmm... it is a sunny day in sydney.

arrival in sydney wasn't a happy thing to me as from the plane i need to queue till i reach home which really irritates me a lot!!!

it's really a tired day... catch some sleep & tidy up the room... & going for dinner!!!

what actually surprised me was the Queen Elizabeth 2 - Cunard


it is amazing & extremely huge...

i was imagined if i could travel on this ship with my beloved then it will be very sweet...

by looking at the nice scenery & the ship actually makes me felt better on my first day back in sydney...

miss my family, my bros n my frens a lot... especially all my bestie....

before evening, it wasnt really a good day of mine =(

but i promised someone and also myself that i need to take good care n look forward to my life so i will work on it & to face my beginning of a new semester...

cheerz... =)