HoLiday still on...

Week 2 of autumn sem... ... (7th Feb 08)

Coming back from adelaide makes me feel so depress again... sometimes i just hate to face reality! but i just dunno why i wanted to keep escaping from my own life... m i not happy with it? why wouldn't i have the courage?? i do questioning myself...

another week had begun with tiredness. i dun wan tat to happen but i just couldn't help myself from being dragging. the classes wasn't as tough as i predict and it did goes well n groups formed for piles of assignments... this is our life!

days gone very fast. too fast till i haven't breathe enough and yet the week comes to the end of my 3 days classes... isn't that a bit too fast? i think people are always so selfish & demanding a lot more! when the week start, we hope pass quick; but when it comes to the end of the week, we hope it slow down it paces.

i have my crazy shopping days on the thursday and friday, saturday and sunday! well, a bit too much for me. =P

sometimes i found myself insane. why would i conclude myself tat way?! even me myself dun understand what is my buying behaviour and what drives me to buy things... i want to admit tat i m not rich enough to own everything but i m and i do wildful enough to simply spend money....where did i spend?! good question!!

Venus, she is really someone to be considered as shopaholic! she can actually buys the items that she likes just like other gals do but she will as well found something else to buy. so, as conclusion is, she is really good n expert in spending money!! From physiological, safety, belonginess, ego till self-actualisation; it was all able to apply on her!! thus, no doubt... after all these wars, she has becoming materialistic like her close fren. is she hopeless?

please... if someone knows her or able to cure her, please do so before she gets it into her uncontrollable n un-changed habit.

now, at this moment, i realised that how a person will feel when he/she dun even know themselves n their own charater... i considered it as the painful and worst ever matters happened in the Venus world...

"Live for a better tomorrow..." ^.^